my life

I Am Done Acting in Everyday Conversations, the Acting Role of “Me”

Also known as people pleasing to people who will always be mean

Sep 8 •

Nicole Russin-McFarland

Missing “Before the COVID-19 Vaccine” Friendships

I would’ve gotten away with it too if hadn’t been for those meddling pharmacy kids

Aug 20 •

Nicole Russin-McFarland

"Diamonds Are Forever," As Are Online Images of You in Theatrical Wardrobe

A fair warning that your Halloween outfit might have people thinking you go to the office like that daily

Aug 15 •

Nicole Russin-McFarland

Reclaiming the MySpace Survey Era

Because I was robbed of my youthful silly things I once posted on it in 2008-ish

Jul 3 •

Nicole Russin-McFarland

38th Birthday Recap

June 26, 2025 was amazing doing nothing much at all

Jun 29 •

Nicole Russin-McFarland

I Know You're Here to Spy on Me and Say Something Behind My Back

Because a little homework assignment showed me so at my university, way back when

Jun 22 •

Nicole Russin-McFarland

Remembering Mila Gray, My Former Street Cat Turned My Love

Rest in peace, my sweet Mila

Jun 3 •

Nicole Russin-McFarland

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